Bokura no Koi wa Shi ni Itaru Yamai no You de

First of all lets be clear about the genre of this manga. This is definitely R18+ for readers who cant stand smut genre this is not the manga for you. basically its phycological based plot so it is difficult to understand each of the characters and why they behave/react the way they do. the manga highlights the difficulties in loving & lusting someone you shouldn't (not incest). The boy's love for the girl is very twisted, as he is conflicted between hating and loving her, thus he abuses her for causing him such pain. the "horrific" scenes in the chapters are drawn in a modestway for what the story is telling, it really isn't that bad tbh. If you love phycological romance , with a dash of smut you would like this manga. When reading this manga you start to feel sorry for the characters. regardless of the bad reviews it seems to have from other readers, it is definitely a unique story line, and one to remember if you enjoyed it. it is really dark and emotional in comparison to high school girl senpai crush type of shoujo.

It's amazing, and I can really understand the characters, despite the fact that I haven't gone through a similar scenario. I am personally quite cold-hearted, but I was able to sympathize with the characters, especially Beniko and her actions to a large extent. It may just be pure chance or coincidence, but to have one twin extremely violent even though both were put through similar situations, it really brings about the magnitude of the emotion or feeling Umi had for Beniko, but at the same time, it was kinda extreme for no apparent reason. It wasn't exactly what you call 'realistic', even though it isa manga. *Spoilers* I didn't understand the last chapter at all... I mean yes Umi and Beniko came to a mutual understanding (in a way). Yes, Umi left and ten years passed. But when she went to the grave and saw that other guy there, finding out later on that he wasn't Umi, and that the real Umi died ten years ago..... That confused me to the extremes. To anyone reading this, if you understand whatever happened, please do drop a message to explain it to me.... The last chapter was the only reason I marked the story rating down by 1. Otherwise, through it all, I did enjoy reading this series. So, if you like yanderes with a side of BDSM, this is your manga.

R +18 (lol) Okay, this manga should have the psychological genre tag in it. Plus, the sexual scenes almost worked perfectly with the psychological impact this manga gives (every chapter has it). There were some things that pissed me off, though. It was too predictable, the ending felt rushed and that main character was a slut (just had to say it). The reasons for the guy's actions are way too obvious and it feels like the manga is giving away the ending already. Unfortunately, it did end the way I predicted, though the "action" in the ending was unexpected and giving me WTF thoughts at the same time.Somehow, it gives me the impression of a rushed ending. It doesn't make enough sense to me. As for the MC, she pissed me off big time in the ending. I'm not looking for a surprising/shocking type of ending (might be cool though). I get that "she got abused and liked it" kind of plot, but that ending broke my image of the MC. She just becomes as twisted as the abuser. 6/10 because the art was nice, the characters were fairly depicted (disregarding the ending here) story development kept me wanting the next chapter, and it gave me a hanging question of "Why was it his fault anyway?"