Ai no Kusabi

I'm not what you would call a yaoi fangirl. In fact, this is only the third yaoi fandom I've ever gotten involved in, and the only one I have really liked. Here's my opinion as someone who has seen both animes and is new to yaoi in general. First off, I have to say that at first I was surprised at the lack of reviews of this series. It seemed rather popular as an anime as somewhat notorious in the yaoi circles from what I could tell, but there's only one other review as of now. I didn't realize why until I set off toread the light novels on my own. These novels are nearly legendary, being as hard to find as they are. They don't seem to be published anymore and they're not really around online either. Regardless, I was perseverant enough to get my hands on copies and managed to get through the series. Well, 'get through' is a vague term to describe it. To be specific, I watched both anime adaptions and read all the books in the series in the past 24 hours. Obsessed? Perhaps. Let's get started. The story is the main focus of this work. While it may seem to people who haven't really gotten involved in this fandom that it's just a kinky BDSM fanservice piece, it really isn't. (Trust me, I thought the same before I started it.) There is a lot of world building going on, and while there are sex scenes and fan-servicey elements (I just think all the readers like to see Riki in pain, tbh) it is mostly about power dynamics, prejudice, and the heavy weight of societal expectations. Don't be fooled, this isn't just a Romeo and Juliet fairytale. Everything about the story is twisted and disgusting, which is what makes it so appealing. Some might ship Riki and Iason, but it's also controversial in a way because of how unbalanced and abusive their relationship is. In another world, where Riki wasn't a mongrel from the slums and where Iason wasn't a Blondy of the highest rank, in a world where everyone had a free will and Iason was skin and flesh and bone instead of somewhat of a robot with humanish feeling, maybe they would have worked. Maybe they could have been together. But we'll honestly never know, because that's just how this series is. It's turbulent and fast, with every character making mistakes and having his fate sealed because of the way the world is turned upside down, imprisoning people and controlling their lives. I loved the story so much that I was considering giving it a perfect score, if not for the ending. The ending, being pretty tragic in a bitter way (not a bittersweet way) was fitting to the story, but still made me annoyed. Just personal preference. Since this is a light novel, there wasn't very much art. I didn't like the illustrations in the first volume very much, but from then on, it only improved. By the third or fourth volume, I was honestly so enchanted by some of the art that it was impossible to flip past it, especially with how beautiful Riki is. The characters are also a massive selling point for this series. Every characters is completely strange and unique, but also realistic and humane in their motivations. They're all making mistakes left and right, but we can't even reprimand them or hate them for it because they're still right in doing what they do. I was worried that Guy's character would be the typical jealous ex, but he turned out to be a wild card that just broke after his best friend and ex lover was 'tamed', which is all understandable. Out of context, it would be easy to hate any of these characters, but when taking into account the circumstances that surrounded their actions, it's hard to find much wrong with any of them, even Iason. Overall, I enjoyed this a lot. Just a fair warning that the story skips around a lot and is hard to follow at times, but if you've seen either of the animes, a lot of the scenes are pretty true to the novels, so that makes it easier. Personally, I wished some of the scenes from the novel had been included in the animes, including Kirie's full transformation in a seme and Riki getting discovered as a pet by the Bison when they barge into his apart in Apatia, which is by far my favorite scene. Somehow, his friends seeing him with Iason really made me all fangirl-giddy, though I'm not exactly sure why. I would recommend this if you: liked either of the animes, like reading books in general (this isn't a manga!!!!! remember that!!!), are willing to put a lot of effort into finding these books, like tragic endings, enjoy BDSM relationships, like pet play, like love triangles I would NOT recommend this if you: didn't like the animes, don't want to put effort into getting your hands on these books, are big on consent, can't handle rape/violence, don't like pedophilia (many of the other pets are children 10-15, Riki is 15-16 in the beginning and 19-21 at the end, all paired with much older people, some 'immortal'), are disturbed by pet play and BDSM, like romances that are actually pure and romantic, prefer happier endings/handle handle tragic endings Have a great day everyone!!